what i feel. share wif all of you.

Let me hold you for the last time,it's the last chance to feel again. But you broke me now I can't feel anything. When I love you,it's so untrue,I can't even convince myself. When I'm speaking,it's the voice of someone else. It tears me up, I try to hold on, but it hurts too much. I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay. You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel. I can't tell you something that ain't real. The truth hurts and lies worse. How can I give anymore?? When I love you a little less than before. What are we doing?? We are turning into dust,playing house in the ruins of us.

Bagaimana membuat mu jatuh hati kepadaku?? Setelah ku meyakinkan mu agar kau membalas cintaku. Haruskah ku mati karena mu?? Terkubur dalam kesedihan...sepanjang waktu ku?? Haruskah kurelakan hidup ku?? Hanya demi cinta yang mungkin membunuh ku?? Hentikan denyut nadi jantung ku. Tanpa kau tahu betapa suci hati ku untuk memiliki mu. Adakah keikhlasan?? Ajarkan aku bahasa perasaan mu. Hingga hatimu tak lagi membeku. Tiadakah ruang di hatimu untuk ku?? Yang mungkin tuk ku singgahi. Hanya sekedar penyejuk, di saat ku layu,ku setia menantimu hingga akhir masa.

I never really cared until I met you. Now it chills me to the bone. How do I get you alone?? You don't know how long i have wanted to touch your lips and hold you tight. You don't know how long I have waited and I was going to tell you but the secret is still my own and my love for you is still unknown. But i do hate you.

Sejauh mana mampu ku bertahan?? Sampai bila harus ku kenang?? Setiap kali bertentangan, tiada ketenangan. Cemburu ku merantai hati,meleburkan semangat diri. Bila aku kenangkan kemanisan lalu,semua itu ku ketepikan. Andaiku turut rasa hati,telah jauh ku bawa diri tapi kemaafanku lahir dari hati mengatasi. Sejarah mungkin berulang,walau engkau ku maafkan tapi mungkin hanya sementara.

The tears roll down my cheek! Like tiny silver bullets,they fall to the floor. When you went away,I felt like I had nothing to live for. You were the one who kept me sane. You were the one who could make me smile. When I thought nothing could save me,you were always there. But now your gone. What am I gonna do now? For there is no one who can replace 'you'.